Posted by B2chica on January 17, 2012, at 7:59:56
i got no new meds from pdoc appt. which was ok. iunderstand his thinking.
he was hoping it was hormonal as AF just started.
but she is now gone and the lonliness and emptyness remain. i also need to start exercising again. but who has the energy or desire.
who cares.
i cant sleep at nights.
i've slowly been taking more and more to help sleep but all ive done is build a tolerance.i know there is a part that hopes that one day i'll take the combination that will make me just not wake up.
but i also argue internally as i have children and the thought of leaving them with a not so competent father kills me.
i'm stuck between living in this pain, or letting others live in pain.:(
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