Posted by floatingbridge on October 3, 2011, at 22:29:51
In reply to Re: Tramadol, Oleptro.. + LONG RANT WARNING » Phidippus, posted by uncouth on October 3, 2011, at 19:17:30
Uncouth, do you have a sponsor who is accepting of psych meds? I ask because I feel you would benefit someone who is steady and open-minded, someone or some trusted people to walk you through some of the questions that are vexing you.
I am sorry you are feeling so up against things right now. At least you are coming to terms with the impulse to self-medicate. I don't know your dx's or your med history or
whether you'd be better on or off meds. Find a sponsor you trust who can be your support towards stability by whatever means.I believe that at the very darkest times, we may not know the
way or means of our relief. Allow yourself not to know for a bit longer. Since you say you change your meds and supplements too much, stay with with a regime you agree upon and work with your doctor and your sponsor. Keep working the steps with people you trust.Do you have a main meeting you go to? Do you feel supported there?
I dig a pony.
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