Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 19, 2011, at 21:07:09
In reply to Re: Zonked » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Solstice on September 17, 2011, at 14:56:27
I really appricate your very sincere posts that are filled with good causes and good choices of life. I get into these self pity episodes where I just cry from where I am. I do know people don't want to hear someone's pity party of their problems. I will have to leave it to God, because he knows all awnsers and has love. Even thought I am bit ticked at God for not doing anything and rescueing me when I need it. I'm like a baby, its the WORST mentality to have. Being a confident young adult confident of himself and willing to all lengths to satisfy my ambition. My ambition was to work with merrill lynch and be an excutive for the company. Here's some things that are bothing me.
1)I don't know how to set a linkedin account I mean I have one but I have no idea how to operate it. There's so many CONNECTIONS to money on linkedin. I just sit there and want to feel my self-pity of how I don't know what to do. I'm so sick of feeling so lowsy.
2)no stimulants. Actually today I bought stacker 3 stimulant supplements and they made me ON EDGE all day I can't take that caffiene stimulantion its too much for me. I shake, I studder, I feel im going to lose it all because im nervous.But back to what your where saying. I just don't know where to start, BUT I know I need to apply myself. I applied for jobs for about 3 hours today. It's my self pity I think that get's in the way and makes me think horrible about myself. I work better on teams because teams carry people I don't know if I would be a good independent....person. I need to practice on it. But having support here on this website and from you is very much appriciated.
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