Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 16, 2011, at 23:38:31
In reply to Re: Why are antidepressants not working anymore? » rjlockhart04-08, posted by zonked on September 16, 2011, at 14:00:52
These medications used to work for me. They lost their effect and its very annoying because I have nothing reienforcing about them.
My symptoms are from the lack of attention span and resulting in lower mood. I swear I am sick of my body rejecting medication I could just do something derastic like giving it some electrial shocks. I would LOVE to have ECT. Zap my miserable self into shape. I'm so fed up with nothing working. But anyways, my actual diagnosis is low processing speed which basically means im stupid. I do lack processing speed but my doctor thinks i damaged my brain with alcohol and thinks it rotted away and their is nothing she can do. I had to BEG her to put me on strattrea and wellbutrin and frustrating thing is my danm body rejects these medcation making it even harder to cope with life. I'm very miserable but I want to make an impression on people to have hope and faith in better things. I am at low point and I am stuck here too but faith will get me somewhere I just need to work at what Im not working on.
I would abuse them by taking much at one time then having "sober" periods in between to get back to normal then binge again. I have addiction written all over me but I thinks its more substance abuse because they taken away from because I was binging on them and I had to deal with the actual part when they where taken away from me by my mother. I've talk about this too much but my mother acutally told the doctor no more. That's what happened.
My mom is stubborn and won't get me another doctor. Alot of my frustrations come from her. People tell me I blame people for me being so mierable but the truthfully that is the reality. I'm not blaming anyone. So I just need some help with getting my own place. I need support and I don't want to be treated like some junkie that uses every chance that's opened. Soltice thinks my addiction is the cause of my problem and frankly if they where in my situation. What would they do. The same thing I'm trying to do right now which is getting my own place and geting health insurance. I just am in a slump and it seems like im never going to get out of it.
Thank you for your time.
Matt
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