Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 4, 2011, at 21:45:51
You know there are people that take narcotics here. I'm not a person who downs pills right when I see or shoot dope into my arms. I just have taken them not suggested like they be a couple of times. It's not a big deal and im really getting mad because people here view me low because of my history of addiction. You know what I need to just forget all of this addiction and not tell doctors anymore. I'll tell them I'm a recovering addict but not the history of stimulant abuse. It's old news. I shared it here many years ago and people here seem to think that once your an addict you'll always be an addict. There are people here that have gotten past the part of addiction and improved there lives and choose not to do what they used to do. I can do that too.
Please can someone give me support and show me how things are suppost to be. I am 24 year old still living at home and im looking for something better to life than this. I don't keep dope in the house nor do I do it, I don't abuse my medication either.
Now all I need is someone to help me with some instructions to move out but the thing is I have to get a job and I feel helpless when no one else is helping. I need someone to help me. I don't care if its codependency I need help to get through the day sometimes. I really wished people would not view me as a dependent person but this is who I am. I need help.
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