Posted by Zonked on September 1, 2011, at 13:11:50
So, I am doing better since starting testosterone, but am still riding out nicotine/cigarette withdrawal (has nothing to do with the content of this post.)
I've found depression has made me very phobic. I can't afford to pay Comcast what I owe them, and I am sort of stuck going into a Starbucks and ordering one cup of coffee and sitting in there all day to job hunt.
Do I think the Starbucks employees or other customers care? Rationally, no. Emotionally I am horrified. I feel as though I should be making lots of purchases throughout the business day and .. well.. feel like a leech.
I live in a major city, but our city's library system has WiFi as slow as a snail.
Just curious whether anyone else struggles with this. I am going to have to do it to get a job.... the WAP browser access on my phone will never do it; and even with saved cigarette money I still can't afford to pay Comcast.
-z
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