Posted by B2chica on August 25, 2011, at 16:02:32
i dont know where i'm at these days. this last week has been good for mood, though i dont particularly "feel" good, but my anxiety is through the roof. having to dope up on gabapentin.
i have anxiety, major fear and paranoia. having visual weirdness.i cancelled my friday pdoc appt.
cuz i dont know what to say to him.
hi..i'm fine i think?i dont feel anything. not happy, not sad. i dont even feel here.
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so a week or so ago i couldn't stop thinking about taking my life.
now...i dont care about anything.
scared of everything and everyone, paranoid and tired.what is this?
is this some bipolar dysphoric episode, is it just anxiety? am i reacting to cancelling my appt with pdoc?
could this all be psychological? and from what? what would cause all this?still taking reg meds
pristiq
perphenazine
adderall
and now taking gabapentin during day.b2c.
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