Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 18, 2011, at 13:34:16
In reply to Re: Ok. Here's more of my story., posted by Christ_empowered on August 18, 2011, at 6:27:34
The zyprexa is suppost to be for anxiety and tranqulization but I gotta say its lost its effect. I've taken it so long that I developed a tolerance to it. I took 80mg one time and all it did was make my vision bad and feel wierd. It's lost the tranqulization effect that its suppost to have. The only thing it hinders me from doing is having rages. It calms anger while it was still working. It doesnt do much anymore which I think its about time to ditch it. The Prozac has ... basically turned into a placebo with me. It lost its antidepressant effect. All my meds need to be redone. I may go on Wellbutrin but my doctor is extremely picky with medication. She thinks it may effect my anxiety. I mean basically at this point I have none to take for anxiety exepct this b*llsh*t medication called Clonodine. It's a rehab doctor choice for anxiety. I need something like Nuerontin again. I don't think I need to take benzo's I just need to take one stimulant and maybe I can take Tenex for anxiety. I know that I have a tendency to want diffrent addiction potential drugs.
Listen I know there is life without stimulants and that's the life im living right now and its not that great. You know I need not to focus on better things but how to fix the current things that in life right now. I will have time to sit and think about better things when I have nothing to do. I don't know where i'm going in life. I just sit at home and try to pretend im happy with my life. Evnetually I don't like it and this is why I post here on babble for some support and advice. And you know I've been posting here for about 8 years and I enjoy it. I've changed in my writings. After 4 rehabs i've looked over where i've been a live a little bit more humbly. I know there's people that disagree and that's how it does. You have to accept it. BUT its always ready for change. You can change your life really quick if you have the mental addiude. That's allThank you for your post
regards,
Matt
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