Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 14, 2011, at 0:48:47
In reply to Re: Strattera isnt work. I'm taking Panax Ginseng » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on August 13, 2011, at 13:27:42
Phillipa!!!
YESSSSSSSSSS I AM. It's so good to hear from you!! I go them everyday and explain about my addiction but it's about our experience strength and hope not about sharing misery. I mean you can but its really preferred to share something like how the 12 step program has changed your life or where you are in learning more about. You can sometimes tell people about whats going on in life. I try not to make a habit of sharing negative energy of sorrow of my life because it brings everyone down.
I havent talk to you in a while but I will tell you what has happened these past years. In 2008 I moved in with my aunt and uncle who are pastors and I got a chance to see my own doctor with out my mother and it went very well. I got put on Vyvanse 70mg twice daily then I moved to Dexedrine Spansules 15mg twice daily. It worked well. I abused it like usally then my doctor told me he could not prescibe Xanax and Dexedrine anymore and told me I had to go to rehab. To a place where I wished I could of changed something in the past. Then I got a second chance with another rehab doctor that listen to my calls and prescibed me Vyvanse again at 40mg and I abused it and my mother called and ruined everything because she told him. I hate her for doing that. So after that in 2010 I was in the 3rd rehab for not even doing street drugs. And last year I went to sundown ranch and met my doctor that I see today. And pretty much all that has lead up to this. She's not a nice doctor at all. She's a medical director for a medical facility that treats addicts.
I tell ya, I have learned humility because everything I had got taken away from me and I have been learning to appciate what I do have left and carrying the message of hope to other people who are struggling with addiction.
I really want to restart over again but I have learned from my mistakes so they won't happen again.
Catch up with me on facebook!!
love ya!!
Matt
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