Posted by B2chica on July 26, 2011, at 11:37:01
In reply to Re: i dont want to anymore, just tired. » B2chica, posted by floatingbridge on July 26, 2011, at 6:12:51
sorry fb so long.
pdoc does private practice on side of working at hospital. he has been having to do a lot of traveling for that hospital lately. The receptionist called me today to reschedule night appt to day appt. i was able to move it up to aug 5 due to cancellation but she told me why he isn't available. I talked with her a while so at least she knows whats going on. i asked her to ask him if i can augment with zyprexa in the mean time (as i have some left over from early this year).She will ask him
i have been working hard. my guess is...like everyother trial pristiq is pooping out. the SNRI and SSRI's just dont seem to last for me. its been since december since i started it and feb since it started working, and april since i've been way better. i guess i should be happy with 3.5 months...better than nothing.
i am exercising as much as i can, trying everyday, weights and treadmill like pdoc suggested. maybe it can help me out till i see him again.i dont even know if i want to ditch any of my meds. maybe just add?
no physical pain, i just heard that they used to do combo of perphenazin and amitriptaline in the past. tramipramine i think is chemically close to that as well? think
as to gain? not weight...(light humor). just no more tears.
no more fighting off death thoughts.AFAIK my thyroid is fine...i'm not sure why pdoc suggested synthroid??
i really would like to try agomelatine or stablon...i wonder if i can talk to pdoc about it and see if he would agree to monitor me if i import?
as for dx? well its bounced around. i think it sticks between psychotic depression and BPII. however i dont have hypomania. no good stuff. i have aggitated depression. dysphoria, auditory visual illusions etc.
nope, pdoc has no backup. he's in pp alone.
and i' stopped therapy back in april...
...i have no one but you folks.
and one friend here at work that i bother with my cr*p.i'm tired now.
last night youngest was up till 3:18 am. luckily i couldnt' sleep anyway. it worked out fine. then i was up at 5:08 to go exercise.i feel tired, but only little more than normal. it normally catches up with me around 3:00pm.
but i'm willing to bet, tonight will be same problem...cant get to sleep...
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