Posted by floatingbridge on May 31, 2011, at 17:21:43
In reply to Re: is anyone ambivalant about living?, posted by floatingbridge on May 31, 2011, at 10:35:39
I want to thank you all for writing. I get so twitchy sometimes, I can't even tolerate my own posts. Or having someone post back.
Life has always been difficult. I'm in good company here, I know. Some people here have so much to justifiably feel less than stellar about.
I feel like 'things' happened to me. I also come from some set of genes. Much of my pain is my own making however.
I had a tiny window of some 'remission'. A taste. Now I don't know how to cope with the fibromyalgia. It's the freakishly perfect expression of my mental health. Pleasure is followed by pain, psychically, emotionally. Now I do something like swim in the kiddie pool or have a 'good' day, and I pay for it with three bed days.
I thought the right psych med would help, but that's not very realistic, is it?
How do people really cope with these
things? What gives you ballast to endure?You people are really great. You're a big part of my life. There's a certain
pathos right there, but so be it.fb
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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