Posted by floatingbridge on May 30, 2011, at 23:00:12
In reply to Re: is anyone ambivalant about living? » floatingbridge, posted by sleepygirl2 on May 30, 2011, at 22:37:07
Well imagine me hyper thyroid and being set off by every little sound. Even my husband coming in to visit is like 'what do you want?' I am very difficult to be close to because of hypersensitivity to my own feelings and because I swear I can see micro-expressions and I just assume the worst--that I am a big fat bore.
If I knew you in real life, we could be friends. The friends I have are also sensitive, too. Very accepting. That doesn't make it not terrifying. But it makes life o.k. knowing that people are good and by extension, in theory, I am
too. I would feel more worthwhile if I was employed.I'm cheered that you have a good relationship (husband) and shrink, and friends, and Freud to remind you to take your meds :
Thanks for sharing a little whine with me :D
I am a little less ambivalent right at this moment. Thank you!
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* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
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