Posted by floatingbridge on May 22, 2011, at 21:48:11
In reply to Re: maoi's: safer mono-therapy for suspected BPnos? » floatingbridge, posted by Phillipa on May 22, 2011, at 21:12:59
Well yes, maybe yesterday and today are just bad days and nothing will change that for me. Maube it's the nature of fibromyalgia, my inability to deal with stress, my MI, my distress tolerance skills.
Right now, xanax doesn't touch the stimulation and irritation I feel. I can eat it like candy. I don't think that's good.
The two bad days are following two o.k. days in which I swam for the first time in seven years--since before my son was born. So then Sat and Sun I had more pain. More norco :( just to get by.
The two 'bad' days coincide with trying Valium. It makes me groggy and down
feeling. I actually disobeyed my gp's instructions by taking xanax today. Just to feel o.k. It's not a big help either. I don't understand having a benzo of 12
years just quit. I mean I can't feel it. This creeps me out.I will be telling my pdoc about taking the
xanax. I didn't have it in me to call my
gp over the weekend and complain or beg. She's gung-ho about withdrawing me from xanax. I don't feel good about this eitherI feel I can work honestly with my pdoc.
I have to be honest or what's the point of asking for help?I just have to get through these next few
days. Unfortunately, I post here when I have a question I can't Google, and I have alot of them. I just can't stand
seeing my name all over the board. It's getting darn ridiculous. :(I really appreciate your asking Phillipa.
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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