Posted by roscopeeco on December 28, 2010, at 5:23:59
In reply to Re: Amisulpride vs Mirapex, posted by europerep on December 27, 2010, at 14:06:41
I am not actually thinking about augmenting it right this moment. I am just having some sort of backup plan in tact. You are right. I am an extreme risk taker when it comes to getting out of this depression.
It is awful. I sit here everyday thinking when will it all be over. When will I be able to actually want to get out of the house. When will I be excited about seeing friends. My depression is not as bad as it was 2.5 months ago where I was sitting behind a dumpster with a gun to my head, but it is present none the less. That was my first real bottom where I said screw it. I don't want to live anymore. It hurts to see my family on pins and needles all the time. I am supposed to start post graduate school on Jan. 6th and I don't even know if i have the energy or the drive to start. These things are so frustrating to me. I am just venting and desperate to feel alive again.
I know 2 weeks and 5 days isn't enough time on parnate. Was your depression extremely bad Europa?
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