Posted by floatingbridge on November 19, 2010, at 13:10:08
Hi Morgan,
I'm curious what your current regime is right now. Do you have a presiding doc that you see?
I certainly understand being overwhelmed, info-loaded, and for me, a house of cards feeling. Like being fragile. Howeber, you may have more in your
favor than you realize given your current challenges.With so many factoids floating about, it can be pretty difficult to keep perspective, and experiencing mania (hypo? and mixed) can be traumatic. Any perceived loss of control can be
alarming.I'm sorry to hear that you're having somatic symptoms. That is awful. I didn't know :( I feel that makes everything more intense in a not lust-for-life promoting way.
You may not have brain damage from meds. Some people here do, but not everyone. You certainly have been through enough, it sounds, in the past three years to feel uncentered and
exhausted. Do you regret starting
medication? I mean, I can understand
that absolutely. Do you have a way of prioritizing issues and treatment? Are you able to enjoy some things? Please remain hopeful. I don't think it's a done deal for you.I have faith you're finding your way.
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C-PTSD currently set to twitch. MDD and comorbid health issues. Chronic fatigue and pain.
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