Posted by maxime on November 4, 2010, at 21:23:18
In reply to does anyone not want to get better?, posted by floatingbridge on November 4, 2010, at 13:57:21
> Sometimes I feel a great 'no'. Just no.
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> Lately, I am so tired and disapointed, when I:m honest, I feel that I don't want to get better. I feel myself sinking, and that's become easier than plodding on.
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> Has anyone else felt (or feel) this way?
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>I know this feeling all too well. I get into such a bad space that I just want the depression to consume me completly. A part me wants that because then I would have a valid excuse (in my opinion) to kill myself.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
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