Posted by Hunk20 on October 22, 2010, at 22:53:37
In reply to Re: adding lamotrigine » Hunk20, posted by Phillipa on October 22, 2010, at 19:44:41
Thats not it.. it is my feeling of not wanting to bother him. I must have learned that somewhere.. fear of expressing wishes, fear of being special
Damn.
I didnt do much research but if it where me(and it is obviously me who has to deal with it!?), id switch to lithium orotate, as it will not numb emotions and creativity. Ive read reviews of bipolar patients, that where helped by it alone.
So Lithium orotate, lamictal 100mg or maybe 75mg, low dose lexapro, super low dose wellbutrin.
Bam that would be my cocktail id like to try. A bit of stabilizers a bit of antidepressants, Serotonin vs Dopamine nicely balanced.. And on the whole defenitly alot safer than my last cocktail wich was wayy too strong and ultimately lead to my hospitalization.
Any opinions?
If i will be stable on that? Only god knows. But what i am experiencing now is stabilized misery.. i had a bit of suicidal ideation today. Sitting in my room all the time, oversleeping. I mean thats DEPRESSED and that is not really less dangerous than mania. And i dont have to tell you that it SUCKS do i?
hunk
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