Posted by Enigma on September 29, 2010, at 10:24:49
In reply to Re: Nardil side effects ever go away??, posted by Phillipa on September 28, 2010, at 16:42:52
> Might google lawsuits on nardil and see if any pending. There are quite a few on the list of FDA meds. You are sounding seriously desparate any way to move your appointment up? Phillipa
I tried a dozen times. I don't see it helping anyway. I've pretty much given up, in general. With life, friends, women, everything. Been fighting for so many years, and I give up. You can't change people. I can't make myself "cute", the way women want me to be, and those women, I wouldn't want anyway, as that's ALL they care about (vanity), and NONE of my other qualities. Why would I want that? Who's gonna want to have a relationship with a guy on disability anyway?
Too many failures, all around, again, with people, friends, women, meds, doctors, etc. Just doesn't seem mathematically possible. My youth is gone, and I have only old age to "look forward" too. Blah. No thanks. I'm not even speaking to my "wife". We've hit the nasty stage of our separation, now I won't even speak to her. It's like talking to a child. Seriously. Can't argue with a 40 year old child. It's pointless.
More to say, but I've repeated all this info before in other threads. No sense repeating it. Seen a therapist a couple times recently, and Phd. too, and he was a complete an utter waste of my time. His only suggestion was Acupuncture, only for the chronic headaches and such. I could tell by the tone of his voice he knew, and knew that I knew, he couldn't help me. Pointless.
I need to live at least till the lawyer draws up the wills and the estate planning, and I guess that's it for me. I live in misery, each and every day, with no hope, no future, nothing. That's not a life.
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