Posted by Maxime on August 27, 2010, at 22:22:05
In reply to Re: released, posted by violette on August 27, 2010, at 19:27:21
Thank you for your kind comments.
I still don't want to exist. I just don't want to talk about it too much on PB because I don't want anyone to feel that they have to call the cops on me. I've had to do that before for a member here, and it's not pleasant. It feels like deceipt even though it isn't. I don't want anyone to ever say "if we had known we would have done something". That kind of stuff does not belong on PsychoBabble. Well, that's my opinion any way. Other members, who are mentally unstable/in pain/unwell should not have to deal with that. If I decide to OD I am not going to announce it here. That's just not cool.
What I can say is that I don't plan on doing anything to tonight. I am having trouble thinking and I don't think I could carry it out. I am too muddled. Confused. And my head hurts from so much crying.
Thanks for caring.
poster:Maxime
thread:958963
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