Posted by atypical on August 9, 2010, at 23:26:30
In reply to Why do people stop participating in psychobabble?, posted by kirbyw on August 9, 2010, at 22:49:19
Rick,
Thank you so much for your honest posting. I feel we share many parallels in terms of our experiences in and out of depression.
You hit on something that deep down I know is at the root of my depression too: loneliness. No medical treatment can replace the feeling of being loved romantically by someone and loving him or her back. No amount of Nardil nor any other medication or treatment can do that. When I have felt that love, I have felt safe and joyful like never before. I am more joyful at work. I feel more effortless. I have many friends and am outwardly quite social and humorous. And I am very active. But deep inside I am so lonely and I experience almost no pleasure or joy in being alive. I, too, have joined a group which helps me feel more connected. But I won't stop my medication just yet. My last friendship/relationship ended and I'm feeling empty and depressed--lost. I know I can't completely rely on someone else for my own happiness, but I feel like for my own wellness, at least for now, I do. And I'll carry on with medical treatments to see if they help keep me stable so I can continue to pursue relationship.
Atpyical
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