Posted by Hunk20 on May 27, 2010, at 22:45:56
In reply to Re: WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?? » Hunk20, posted by hyperfocus on May 27, 2010, at 22:41:18
It wasnt euphoria it was denial that went away. I took 4 pills 2 days before therapy.
Then i saw that my complete life was a fake. I was a fake, because i got stuck in the hole my father has dug around himself.
I had intense anger when i went to therapy. She listened to me empatheticly and i went out of therapy and she smiled at me when i went out i smiled back.
This is serious progress.
I think i will go up to 3 1/2 for a couple of days, see how it goes and then 4.
For the therapys sake. I am SO close to get out of this nightmaire.
I felt the euphoria in the beginning with 3 pills. Its not the same.
I will try.
By the way i confronted my whole family. I dont care if i get cut financially. I even hope i do. I have money for my education. This SICK F*CK controls everybody with his money.
He even weakened my trust in psychotherapists by breaking the confidentiality rule with my first psychotherapist. Tell me this f*ck is not sick.
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