Posted by qbsbrown on April 2, 2010, at 16:43:06
In reply to I doubt I will ever fully recover, posted by linkadge on April 2, 2010, at 14:08:08
I couldn't agree with you more linkage. What i've done to myself and brain, and the experiences and memories that i've given myself from the drugs i have taken, is ridiculous, and wonder about my recovery at all.
Now when I read people like peter breggin, or the people at benzoisland, he/they sure doesn't sound crazy to me any more. Although it felt like paxil saved my life at age 19 from panic disorder, although psychotherapy would have been the best route.
But after that, i could literally feel the denial of my brain ingesting the drugs. I couldn't feel my brain saying no, don't take this, along with my body, and my intuition, saying this is a foreign attack on myself, stop it.
And it seems like i've perpetually made myself crazy from it, lol.
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