Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on February 28, 2010, at 11:40:48
In reply to Went to a State Hospital today.., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on February 28, 2010, at 1:43:00
We'll...it was a bit intimidating there because they....first asked me what are on? and then asked me why did you drive this far out here? See if i got an additude, they would of considered that a threat and kept me there. So I tried to stay as nice as possible. I thought it would be an old hospital with older doctor's from the 1950's and back....nope, it's modern but there are alot of buildings that are really old and ruined.
She gave me a list of referrences to call, I told her..just my mother knows how to manipulate treatment, and the reasons she had a say so in the doctor was because she was around when I abused my medication [adderall] and knew exactly what to say. I didnt want to ask them about medication because they looked really intimidating, and I didnt really have anything to ask. They had alot of nuerotropic medication ad's like Seroquel, Abilift, some other older ones. They told me to come back if I saw things that where not there, harm myself, or harm someone else...and they usally are there for that kind of sitatation, usally in court's people are referred there in case of insanity.
Next time...i cannot tell my mom where I went, they just said "tell her you went to go get help" i came home and it's like a sin to go get help.
I just am going, I hate to say i'm going to do something and not do it because i'm prone to do that [procrastinate] then get in sorrow of how bad life is.
But it was an intersting visit, I was hoping they would just maybe write a scipt for haldol or something because i've just been thinking too much and need these thoughts to be sedated, but it was too much of a risk to stay there, if I asked them that.
They had ad's for schizophrenia and say "paranoid, thinking people are talking about you" we'll sometimes it's true because alot of care comes out of someone's mouth but they go after gossip, so just act like you don't care ... and deal with whatever gossip that is harful to you and get it striaghtned out.
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