Posted by inanimate peanut on December 1, 2009, at 13:50:47
In reply to How are you today? » inanimate peanut, posted by floatingbridge on December 1, 2009, at 12:47:08
Well, the bottom looked like it was lifting a little yesterday and now it's back down a little today. I still just feel like every hour takes days to pass and I'm so miserable. I think I'm out of hospital danger atm, so that's good. I don't think the EMSAM will be my answer. I'm now clinging to the idea of Parnate like a life preserver (literally). I just wonder how soon I should wait before I get off the EMSAM, get the wash out over with, get on Parnate, and get on with my life. I don't know what I'll do if the Parnate doesn't work either... Part of me is so scared I'll be stuck like this forever. Thanks so much for your messages-- they are the highlight of my day. I wish I could talk to you since I think you understand what I'm going through. I am so lonely.
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