Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 1, 2009, at 22:40:28
In reply to Re: This tick's me off » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Maxime on November 1, 2009, at 21:34:37
Yea, I mean is this true once your an addict to something, yet you realize how vital it helped life and dispair about it and make it a mental mindset to shape a new character, [which talk is cheap]. I mean is a black box..for abuse.
I wished I could start over, yet the choice of a moral descion in common sense of just taking a medication correctly, there's no problem, yet it's a memory of doing it that will get in the way. what "re-dosing" , and I did it in the past. I can't really make any Justifications for it,
People implied that this is for abuse, and it will alway's happen once it's happened before in the past. It's like you tell you someone don't walk on the railroad, your going to get your foot caught at sometime and their is a risk of being runover and killed by a train, risk of death. a angel on the right shoulder, and a devil on the left...the angel provides insight "this is a way to death" and a devil says "it's going to feel great, you won't be killed" it's temptation...over wisdom. In the past, I blew it.
Ugh, I don't know, but I am seriously looking at a new character to build, and knowing all the faults of the past and where they lead. There is a path to life, and there is a path to death.
That's all;) I like to blog.
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