Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on October 19, 2009, at 7:49:26
In reply to Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on September 30, 2009, at 11:34:48
> I am so paranoid that I am sitting real still. I am trying to focus on my core being, ya' know my feet on the floor, my intestinal fortitude, my solar complex, all this, trying to hold myself together as I think EVERYONE around me dislikes me or is being untruthful w/ me. I need to be talked down. Should I cry or keep trying to hold myself together. Will something bad happen to me? You guys know me. Tell me I am ok please.
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> 5fHi 5fires...
I am so sorry you are going through so much pain. I too often experience soul-crushing anxiety and very deep-seated, psychotic fear. I really don't know how to carry on when this happens.(And I still have my doubts even when I feel 'so-called' better.) I only found a few meds that help a bit, mostly Zyprexa and Risperdal. Xanax works *amazing* for me, but the withdrawl, like you are experiencing, is horrible...a bloody nightmare. Is it getting meds, or just the Xanax, that is hard? My problem is I get SO scared and wound-up, I can't leave the house to go to my doctor. Then I miss out on refills...etc. I hope for you the very best in such a hard time. Please take *very* good care of yourself. In this world, it seems nobody else really cares. But there are still some good people.
Peace and best wishes and prayers.
Jay
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