Posted by Fivefires on October 10, 2009, at 7:17:57
In reply to Re: damn another induced psychosis » Jeroen, posted by yxibow on October 2, 2009, at 23:32:12
I made it you all. Wow .. it was horrible though. Awoke one morn' and couldn't lift body off bed .. hardly lift arm, but did and called 911 again. This time a couple of the techs and lawmen took me seriously and got 1/2 of my normal dosage for two days. I thought I was gonna' die, butt, I managed to split those 6 2mg tabs out across four days. I lost weight. Oh, and I did go to my pcp right after hosp. and he diagnosed fibromyalgia and was taking a more serious look at chronic fatigue. I finally got my refill, and yes you were right Abby, it is high, on the 6th. I had some help that I cannot write about. There was no other way. I knew w/o it, the psychosis could grab hold and not let go.
From now on, I am to only request my meds on the p/u date, not on the date filled. I asked my pharmacy if they can pls put my p/u day on my containers. We'll see.
It took it's toll. I'm still feeling very uncared for and very lost, and kind of angry at pretty much everyone IMRL right now. It was horrible and when my scrip was finally filled and I DID PICK IT UP THE SAME DAY (someone helped me) everything in my house was in shambles, no food, no people. I think others that don't understand figure you've got your scrip back and now you should be good as new. But no.
I do, still, need my fam' so much, but only one of my children and one niece, out of a huge fam' helped me through it, and, I had to take so much Imodium, I'm still having to, and I've none. My legs are weak cuz lost weight and couldn't move sometimes, so I can't walk to a dang store.
Well, enough complaining. I'm okay. I'm sorry it took me until now to get back here.
TY all so much for being here for me. I'd look over here at the p.c. and think boy I wish I could go sit there and write and talk, but even today, early morning here, the whole thing brings tears to my eyes.
Asked mother maybe we should get an attorney and she hasn't even called.
I am so alone but for you all, daughters and a niece. Where are my sisters? Not even a phone call.
5f (I hope there are still five anyway!)
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