Posted by Fivefires on April 30, 2009, at 16:03:42
In reply to Re: 2SICK 2LONG THEY JUST DON'T KNOW » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on April 28, 2009, at 21:50:22
I am sure I'm grieving so badly that it will/is killing me and I'll literally die of a broken heart if I am not motivated, turned on, or had a new battery inserted. Or, one other consideration is that these moments of pressure on the top of my head are some loss of oxygen to my brain; always have low BP; but whenever this happened it spiked! Strange for me to high; very strange. So either there has been damage at these episodes I've described or I've a heart that is beyond repair. I WILL NOT ATTEMPT TO HAVE ANY DEBATE ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT A PERSON CAN DIE OF A BROKEN HEART. I BELIVE IT.
Okay .. Provigil. Works well, but its drawback is a g i t a t i o n. It's not at anyone or anything, it's just an all-consuming feeling like I'm going to walk outside and scream at the top of my lungs 'this whole world seems AFU!'. I will then cry deeply because of the agoraphobia I now have. The X-XR and the regular X (It is Xa*ax I'm speaking of here.) don't do the trick. I go overboard into a place they can't cover, so ... I either need more X, maybe switch to Valium, orrrrr, what about the idea of Clonidine. This I didn't even think of until today and I just looked it up.Look I have to go to an appt in an hour and I am a TOTAL NERVOUS WRECK. bREATHING FAST. kNOWQING ALREADY TOOK BOTH x-xr1MG AND x REG 2MGJ ... SEE THE MISTAKES, i CNA'T TYPE WELL.
I'M AS NEROVUS ASA THE DEAMN CAT ON THE ROOF!
i FORGOT TO BREATHE. tHERE.
Do you see my predicament? (I edited that.)
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