Posted by Garnet71 on April 19, 2009, at 14:04:07
Now that the Adderall wore off, it seems my motivation is going again...but I usually feel content, positive, and have happiness throughout the day. I smile. I talk to strangers in the neighborhood and at the store and stuff. I haven't had any anxiety for a few days.
How can you be happy but have depression at the same time? I don't get it. There's no way I can get through school or support myself with no motivation. I feel like I'm hanging on a thread here with these mental health issues.
I'm actually thinking about trying Effexor again. As much as I hated how it numbed my emotions, personality (and sexuality), what's the point of having a personality and emotions if you can't do anything?
Either that or Provigil-which I can't afford. Well, i haven't tried Dextroamphetamine yet. I need something cheap. But also wondering how long the buspirone's going to hold out for anxiety issues.
I figured Effexor might take care of the anxiety + motivation issues, and cheaply, rather than searching for a combo.
But when I took Zoloft, Wellbutrin, recently, together and seperately, they made me feel miserable. Could it be that I would have an adverse reaction to any drugs that affect Norephineprine drugs? yeah, still haven't figured this out yet.
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