Posted by HyperFocus on February 23, 2009, at 21:51:16
In reply to Re: Hurting real bad - suicidal, long, posted by Phillipa on February 21, 2009, at 11:03:03
Thanks very much for your words Phillipa, they mean a great deal to me. You're another one of the special people that make PB a great place. You're right of course, I still have the opportunity to do the things I want. But it's just so hard - I keep bashing myself with thoughts like "what if I had started doing x 15 years ago - how far along would I be?" But every day I am alive is a blessing. If "things were different" I might not even be here. I should not waste a second on regret, but when I feel bad inevitably I start. But thanks so much.
> Hyperfocus so sorry for your pain. But you are very young and have desires for family and children and a career. I say continue to fight and so many give the appearance of happiness and they are not. If I can help please let me know. Stick close to anyone you can and if too unbearable please seek immediate help. I do care. Love Phillipa
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