Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 9, 2008, at 0:50:51
In reply to Severe mental disturbances, that do not show., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 9, 2008, at 0:22:40
I cannot hold this any longer....
This is a trigger, but the nights, i cannot even rerember they where so painful. No one, here understands it, because it dwelled with in me so long, it became "not regognizable", "dont know whats wrong"
If you see this, you are going to see.....how i see myself inside, the emotional breakdowns.....have let to alter personalites, and asking the Lord himself to remove me from existance.
This has to be seen: it's a (crudly) awful clip, but it shows what i feel inside after 8 years of asking what wrong with me? this is a result.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPtc_PEW1Lw
I never knew why.....but i know now, and i know that, i'll have to have other "personalites"....actually inside, to slpit off, and care for the original personality that declined.
last words.
What caught my attention about "The Written Word" was this (even though it's online, i saw the verse myself)
Which makes me actually want to suffer, so i wont suffer "complete agony, in the lake the burns with fire and brimestone, after Judgement of God"http://bibleencyclopedia.com/slides/revelation/21-8.htm
My conclusion: i rather be miserable right now, then have my spirit endure the horrid, burning of the lake of fire.
rj
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