Posted by okydoky on September 20, 2008, at 23:20:23
In reply to Re: Does anyone have the original buprenorphine st » okydoky, posted by Quintal on September 20, 2008, at 16:22:06
You're very nice. I don't have a therapist. I have a urologist who is being very helpful although he makes me do all the research Hell switch me back if it does not work no problem. . I cannot take most antidepressants because they case flares. The instills dont hurt at all. They generally give me relief. The idea is to get enough relief from them as so not to have to take so much pain meds and not to have this frequency problem I use the Lyrica for. Tramadol never did much for me for pain or mentally. What are you taking pain meds for?
I have some Amineptine left to try. Maybe a week or more. Not sure about crushing the tablet. I could ask him to prescribe it as injection. Ive never done that before and I am not sure he would prescribe it.
I did not want to start the ADs until this flare was over. The Lyrica causes so much depression it would be impossible to tell if the AD was working.Years ago DMSO instills used to put me into remission. Not any more. I did not start them again until next week. I wanted to try the daily ones and they cannot have DMSO. No doubt this is too much information
I see a new pcp next week but he prescribed methadone and I did not take it so I am not sure if he still will treat me. I was going to ask him for the Parnate rx but I think it is too soon. Anyway I want to try Amineptine first because the Parnate pooped out and had so many side effects . I do not think it will work as I have been retrying it every few years.
I just finished taking 4mg Sub to get enough pain relief tonight but at least I did not have to take the Lyrica. Sometimes I can go one day without it and still be in a flare and then again by tomorrow night I should know if these instills stopped the flare. I knew I would need more without the Lyrica. As long as my breathing stays okay
I have no RL support. Its me and my dogs. My family helps some financially but they are anything but supportive! I have a couple friends who try but they are ill equipped and I dont blame them. Well youve heard enough of my lifes story. You know I can tell tonight that I did not take the Lyrica. I am not in a complete fog. Now I can really be submersed in the depression!!
I hope things are going better for you. I know we have conversed or been involved in the same threads but I cannot recall much but I am familiar with your name. I apologize. It makes me cry not having a memory. I would usually look up all the threads we were both on and re familiarize myself but I do not have the energy. I dont think I will ever overcome this cognitive problems.What will I be willing to live with even if my mood improves? I dont have an answer yet. I have given up everything I ever aspired to. I dont live, I survive. It is getting old. Surviving without hope now. Thats an exaggeration. I still have a little hope or else I would not bother to try this stuff.
Im going on and on again.
Thanks again for the support. I appreciate it.
oky
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