Posted by Fivefires on May 14, 2008, at 15:42:23
I was diligently calling for inpatient medication re-eval and stabilization for days and days, but kept having doors slammed in face 'because I wanted to live', not haha.
So began the Nardil I was leaving in bag to be opened by a professional upon arrival so they could tell me when to turn right or left or get up or sit down or go to bed or whatever.
Can't google, read, speak clearly; everything much too unmanageable. Wobbling and feeling a bit of stomach/body ache. Had a panic attack. Think I feel another one coming.
I SO KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN. Was left alone in this major depressive episode (ALL I'M PRETTY SURE OF IS WHAT THIS IS.) way, way too long, and now did what didn't want to do, try it here alone w/o anyone ever see me. And now, I sure as hell know, I know myself well.
No doc call back. Insurance confused from beginning. Cannot function and certainly cannot do 'NORMAL' activities of daily living. Can't even do an activity.
Only spell and type somewhat well because profession for 15yrs.
My hands just literally slipped off the keyboard.
5f
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