Posted by iforgotmypassword on April 9, 2008, at 16:52:19
In reply to Re: strattera, activation then exhaustion?, posted by Sigismund on April 9, 2008, at 3:55:40
> >my nerve stiffness is awful.
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> You mentioned 'freezing' earlier, and similar things on other previous occasions.
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> Do you want to say a little more about this?
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> Is this what is meant by 'leaden depression'?
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> Is this some state of internal paralysis?i have always felt weak, no energy to get up out of bed was always frequent, i have never used the word 'leaden', or, not consistently to be meaningfully diagnostically. even tho atypical depression was my dx at 17, before that was add and asperger's. last dx psychosis, ironically. it was based simply on my paralysis, which destroyed my speech.
my emotions are simple and primitive, not tied to anything that denotes a capacity to have lived experience, or basic likes or dislikes. really only arguments are salient.
i tie this more to EPS-like effects, rigidity, and feel as if i have parkinson's, but not just physical effects, my ability to command any action, decide.
i have shied away from taking stimulants again, not productive, i am just bizarre and only gain battered lips and tongue. maybe i will try again, if i think of nothing else. unlikely since i don't have a lot towards that decision, and as i said, my decisions are sparse.
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