Posted by your#1fan on March 24, 2008, at 23:16:24
In reply to Help Help Help....S.O.S, posted by your#1fan on March 24, 2008, at 22:56:28
Im up late, listen all my fears inside will come out at night. I am getting to doctor soon, i have to see psychiatric treatment because its the only hope, besdies the divine lord.
if you want to see the real me: i found me inside, this is what i am really with no masks on.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ioBSYKDnoOI
This is how i socialize with out any ego, mask or persona, i feel awful. This is why my life is so fake, because im afraid to take off my masks. And i dont want to be rejected im just please just help me.... but i do experience dissociation, and the real me comes out. The real me, the person that i forgot about. But you know i dont know whats going on.....im gonig to have to tell this to the doctor.
Im getting help and i know for the best that im going to be better, so please, keep in prayer.
Im so sorry for anything i've done.
help
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