Posted by therock on March 13, 2008, at 10:44:08
hello,
i have a history of self sabotage. drugs, quitting jobs, driving recklessly, dumping women, etc.
i am 30 years old. i recently met a great woman. 2 months ago. she is truly kind. i also started a new job this week.
i cannot begin to tell you how scary this sh*t is. all i want to do is run from the job, not do my work, sabotage my relationship. i feel like its time to grow up. at the same time, i feel that the desire to destroy myself and my life is very persuasive and hard to say no to.
help...
-The Rock
poster:therock
thread:817711
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