Posted by yxibow on March 1, 2008, at 3:42:03
In reply to Psychologically Scared, posted by your#1fan on March 1, 2008, at 0:34:31
> Listen babblers,
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> I need you to read my posts. But at the same time the post that i just posted really "told all".
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> This event is going to take place next August, my mom and stepdad want to gain trust with me with medication (Prozac, Xanax) which my mom doesnt trust me with some of meds. What may happen is that she will eventaully see that im a responsible adult and let me take medication on my own.This is a very good point -- showing yourself that you are an emancipated adult and proving through positive actions that you are capable. I'm sorry to hear that they are overseeing your medications though, I mean if you haven't attempted to harm yourself that is and pushed their panic button -- you are the adult here and it is your doctor-patient relationship, if you have it set up that way. You can sign off your parents from the relationship too if they are in it -- but I'm not a lawyer, so this would depend on where you are.
> So i didnt want to make it seem "here is a plan" "get out of the house" there is too much for me handle, i would really flip out. I have to rely on my parents, there my source right now. But i can't.........hold a job..go to school..and pay my own medical, rent, car. Its too much.
Break down each piece and make a list, is a very good idea, I think. Keep a diary. Try with all your might, and this is very hard, to focus on one task at a time and in time one can do more than one might think.
> I would have no time what so ever, and work would be my life.One possible explanation here is that you are afraid of living -- work is a part of life. I'm not saying this to be harsh. I do feel for you because I am struggling to get there.
> So maybe can you maybe straight advice "move out", You see i cant handle it. Its too much for me to handle!
Then maybe don't yet while you're still dealing with a psychological/psychiatric condition that is intense, it is hard to "abandon the nest". See the above comments.
> My also tonight just cant stop thinking about this, i cant sleep.Your head is filled with thoughts I think, obviously. Try meditation and then think of where you want to be in life in the next month, next year, etc.
> Wish me luck! and thank your for all readers!
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> Your#1fanGood luck and good night
--tidings
Jay
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