Posted by seldomseen on January 20, 2008, at 11:52:19
In reply to Re: Every single one of you is correct » seldomseen, posted by Racer on January 20, 2008, at 10:52:18
You're right, this is about me coming to terms with my own illness and taking responsibility for it.
There was this little voice in me, and it's always been there, that said "well, there is just something wrong with you, you don't think about things correctly, you make too much out of everything, you're lazy - quit being such a drama queen". I'M not really sick, I'M just stupid.
I was just really hoping that little voice inside my head was right and that if I could fix all those things about myself, then I would be better. I really was hoping it was "all in my head".But it's not, it's as real for me as it is for anyone else. I'm going to require medication for the rest of my life. This is not going to magically go away and I can't think my way out of it.
I've known it for others all along, I think I finally learned that for myself.
Seldom.
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