Posted by Amandafran on August 21, 2007, at 10:48:18
In reply to Re: Lost years, posted by belljar on August 21, 2007, at 9:10:05
Thank you for that post. I am looking for the person who will love me for me...everything about me..and that is hard...(Im not really "looking" per say...but that is what Im hoping for. I just feel like no one notices me..yet Im not really putting myself out there either. I also feel that no one should have to deal with someone like me. (which I know is a bad thing to feel) but I have felt that since I have been so unstable...it is like walking on egg shells with me..and why would any guy want to put up with that? So...that being said..it is going to take a really wonderful person to accept me for who I am both on the inside and out. I have been rejected all my life and so it is going to take forever for me to find someone..that is why I am hoping that they will find me. :)
Take Care.
Hey Amandafran
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> You are awesome - and 28 is the best time to "start your life". At 43, I look back and feel the same things you're feeling - and I try to think that instead I will just make it batter starting today...
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> I do regret that I spent my 20s and 30s worrying about it - 40 arrives either way, so you may as well just enjoy everyday.
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> SPeaking of relatinships - I gave up on the idea of ever finding one, when I was 34. I was angry, frustrated, bitter..... went to visit a friend, had an argument with a guyfriend of hers - and married him a year later. Had a baby at 36. And guess what, I still ahvent found a drug that helps me, I'm still all over the place, but I have a beautiful daughter and a husband who hates my ticks and noises and binges and temper tantrums but puts up with them anyways, says "he loves me"... You just never know. The twenties are a messed up decade. Just look forward to your thirties.
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> It'll be ok.
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> Belljar
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