Posted by Larc on August 17, 2007, at 1:22:18
In reply to SJW + SAM E + ADRAFINIL + DEPRENYL ... TOO MUCH?, posted by Larc on August 17, 2007, at 0:39:02
... No motivation to go out, but can't stand being alone. Extreme loniness ... I start calling myself parasite and beggar ... but I'm so afraid of meeting new people.
... afraid of trying out new things, constantly giving excuses for not trying/quitting ... can't stand it anymore.
I was totally opposite a few months ago. Motivated, working hard, rather enjoyed being alone, and thought I knew how to take care of myself.
Now ... I don't even know what "happiness" is supposed to feel like ... or "joy"
=> How are the meds supposed to be working anyhow? Will they at least make me motivated to do something (instead of saying "don't feel like doing anything"), make me feel energized, and want to go out without any feeling of something holding me back?
Are these unrealistic expectations to begin with?
poster:Larc
thread:776739
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