Posted by Fivefires on April 4, 2007, at 17:24:19
In reply to Re: FEAR WEAK NEEDY FORGOTTEN USELESS, posted by Cynthia_Greene on April 4, 2007, at 14:30:00
I have been on Remeron (cotton ball head feeling) and I just got off Lexapro (ineffective) a few months back.
I thank both Racer & CynthiaGreene for at least having the guts to express how they feel.
My hands shake w/ tremor.
I had a freakin' nervous breakdown 2yrs ago, for God's sake!
Does no one see GAD as a separate illness from depression?
I know of two people who I was hoping would respond here w/ their knowledge.
My family want 'the old me back' .... the one b4 all the freakin' abuse and abandonment.
Why must every1 see this as depression?
Is any1 gonna' help me w/ the original ? pleeeezzzzzzzzzzzz? I just saw you post re: benzos recently.
Is there some reason 4 not responding to me?
Please, please don't let me feel UR doing as my family has done.
They took both my homes, haven't visited me in over 10yrs. They NEVER even call me on the phone! There is large number of them .. 20+!
They are all well-to-do w/o emotional probs'.
Mot*er inherited much when I lost my best friend, my D*d, and 'she has outed me'.
His last word was my name.
She built a beautiful home on the freakin' land she was born and named it after herself!
She's taken everything I loved from me.
My fam' of origin don't dare stand beside me or they may ... well I think u can figure that one out.
Come on; I'm all alone here.
I've been super mom and super wife and I've run marathons. My three children are works of art. I have survived in the fast lane.
But I did toooo much under duress; hence breakdown.
First my central nervous system, like the metal that holds up all the other systems, which were then beginning to crumble too. What saved me was Valium.
Please don't turn this into a courtroom.
All I am asking for is help w/ the pharmacodynamics of these two anxiolytics.
5f
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