Posted by chiron on March 29, 2007, at 17:57:52
I watched the minutes slowly go by today, miserable and hoping that my dr. appointment would give me some hope. Instead I left feeling worse. He gave me the impression that he doesn't think my problems are physical and that I lose hope too easily- but try being depressed over 20 years when you have exhausted almost every med. How could I feel like my future looks bright? I feel unstable, hate life, no pleasure, empty, and time is painful.
I am wondering if Emsam is negatively affecting my mood (like most meds have), but he wants me to go up to 9mg. I don't know if I can hang on to give this the trial he wants me to, but I know I'm at the end of my options. I've just had so many drugs make me worse...could this still one day have a positive effect on me?
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