Posted by tepiaca on August 27, 2006, at 0:15:42
Im just wondering if you people with all your meds can have same kind of days. I mean not ups
and downs but a regular mood all days.I dont like I have such s downs like today. I feel like crap. Im here closed in my room. Thinking what kind of lofe is this. Saturdat nigth
and I am here alone. No one calls me. No friends
I work very bad toda, a lot of fear also. Suicide ideas return sometimes. I dont like this ups and downs. I have written a lot of times in a paper, when I fell kindof fine , " ey I feel very good now", but now I read it and it does not helpe me
Im hopeless. This disease is terrible I havent learn to control it in 10 years.Just wanna have a regular mood, no more downs. I feel very bad in this moment. why ?
poster:tepiaca
thread:680431
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