Posted by tepiaca on April 13, 2006, at 23:22:14
In reply to Re: NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING !!!! ANSWER FAST PLS, posted by Greif on April 13, 2006, at 18:05:21
it is sad but I am responding to all my dear
posters and friends who wants to help me in
a drunken state. I have been drinking a lot this
afternoon . I thougth xanax was gonna help me
but today I only took 0.75mg in 3 divided doses..
I wnet to a little party with family , by the
way very anoying family that there are always
making fun at me beacause Im very quiet , so
instead of getting more Xanax I went directly to
the refrigerator and I started drinking beers
as a crazy man ! . I don´t care !! . Im not
stupid , I am smarter than most of my family
just because I dont talk or because I am very kind with everybody that doesn´t mean Im stupid.
They r always making fun at me . This family issue got me worse always , they dont understand me . If they know what if to live just one day , only one Day !! like this they will freak out !!
Im so mad at some of them !!! beer relax me
and make me respond to them !! . I really dont
like to be with many of them ! . They are silly
people, that thinks because one is quiet and is
alway helping other sthey think one is stupid !!
Im so drunk !. Im still drinking a lot of beer
because I brougth some beer from the party to
my house , so here I am !! alone and drinking !!!!!!!! drinking !!!!! drinking !!!!!!
and I dont care if its bad to drink on benzos
or any other drug ! Im justreally tired of all
my life !!! . I wanna drink forever !!!!!!!!!
everything is a mess !!! . I prefer to drink
until I dieeeeee
poster:tepiaca
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