Posted by tepiaca on April 12, 2006, at 1:04:11
In reply to Re: This has scared me........, posted by Greif on April 11, 2006, at 22:52:53
Ey guys Im not becoming suicidal again.... I´m just
afraid I can become because this situation has affected me again a lot.
I was very very suicidal , I almost killt myself
a couple of weeks ago . But Nardil kicked in and
the thougths of suicide diminished a lot.
I can control that now , I can do it . No need
to go to ER . This is nothing compared with some
months ago . I am not that depressed , I can wake
up from bed and do things .I sounded bad because of this Xanax situation
and because I need the xanax to work so I can
have a job and do it well, and have a little
bit of peace. I thougth I was finally found the perfect combo . Another thing, benzos are not available without
prescription here neither. I need a prescription
to buy them . It´s not that easy now.
I haven´t seen a doctor here yet , again because
I need to work to pay for it . This is a very
different country. You are blessed having that
health system you have , its nothing like here.
Here everything is a messBut again , this Xanax problem is affecting me.
that is why Im getting like this. If like
if you had finally felt the freedom and then
become and slave again.Do i sound sad? . Im just very dissapointed and
desperate
I am here, thank you for your support
poster:tepiaca
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