Posted by snapper on January 16, 2006, at 1:58:20
Ok so it is prescribed for the most part but just wanted to get a gague for what everyone else might be on or thinks: Trileptal 600 am - pm--------EffexorXR 300 AM---Clonazepam --.05 mg t.i.d. -prn- just switched from Valium (I miss it)---Zantac 150mg--bid---Allegra QD ---- 100mg--Metoprolol 100mg Bid for Blood presssure- Motrin 800 Mg prn as needed for depressiogenic pain (worthless--maybe placebo effect will kick in) none the less good for the occasional headace or body ache(s) AmbienCr- "Very PRN" if I am not too drunk---Adderall reg. version 60 to 90 mg prn over a 24hr period. for adhd / add symptoms and excessive daytime sleepiness because of un-resolved sleep apnea( the docs just don't fu**ing get it!!) Provigial is not the key---thanks for the thought though!!-------Oh if I did'nt mention it --an intermittent bout of "controlled" bingeing on " Crown Royal" Michelob Ultra and Careful substitutuion or omittance of a med if I feel the clinical need based on my night of depressiogenic/anxiety and long-term -chronic BP depression and nihlistic-anhedonic-mindset of who the fu*c( cares........As a ps_ I know this sounds like a moltove coktail of uppers-downers-and 'tweeners- and adding booze to the mix seems like a twisted idea but I am being as careful as clinically possible---at least for now I am safe and the pdocs don't know what the f**K to do. I am sorry I am very refractory and chronic-----I do NOT have a death wish but I feel I am medicating the parts of my brain that need medicating for now. Been on everything and need more hope than the medicaid and non-medicaid Dr.'s can offewr me. Any thoughts BTW, if I don't add the booze in there every so often I am very Mixed' sucks to be me!! Any thoughts questions or comments are welcome. Oh yeah did I mention that I am very apathetic/Atypical- my self esteem has become less than zero and I am working very carefully and slowly on quitting the booze!! It is at times one of my only pleasures!
Snapper
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