Posted by peacetoy on November 30, 2005, at 8:33:11
In reply to I am SOOO confused., posted by spriggy on November 28, 2005, at 18:02:04
I really sympathise with how you feel. My mind has not been my friend for over a year now. A lot of the time I feel very anxious, and sometimes quite unreal and not human. It's as if I haven't been invited to the party that everyone else is at.
And I try SO hard to get well, I want so much to be rid of these horrid thoughts and feelings. I've been on about 10 different meds in various combos over the past year, I've taken mega doses of Omega 3s, I've been to a therapist, I've meditated when I'm able, I exercise....but nothing seems to banish the horrid things going on in my head. I've stayed at work during most of that time (had 2 1/2 months off sick), but I'm only just functioning, I'm not enjoying anything.
But we've got to keep trying, there isn't really an option. My next thing to try is testosterone supplementation, as I have low-normal levels, and very low for my age.
Good luck with the lightbox!
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