Posted by rjlockhart on November 21, 2005, at 19:56:57
Usally i have a panic attack when i get too manic. Phobia of going crazy has always been a concern about myself.
I am diagnosed BI, but its not I or rapid cycclnig, it happens in one day. Ultrarapid cycling, it usally happens at night, i look up stuff, do stuff, then get panic. It starts usally around 6:30pm and slowly wears off around 9:30-10:00
The worst is having manic with a panic attack that is the most horrid, paranoid, anxiety to the max, pacing, looking up on the net what symtoms of insanity are.
Usally when im mildy manic im confident about myself, feel good, feel inner determination. anxiety and panic attacks are sometimes a reaction to a belief that is false that is felt or belief at that time, such as im very confident, im not this way, there something wrong. React with panic, intense fear.
That is my input, is this a disorder in itself or 2disorders. Or a disorder that that causes another.
Matt
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