Posted by iforgotmypassword on October 17, 2005, at 16:37:29
my life is in total ruin, and now school has been eliminated. i can do nothing but consider if there is any way i can kill myself. i cannot get myself to do anything. any task is terrible. i do nothing but leech everyones resources energy. i can talk to people as if i am okay, thinking, and doing things but all i can do is follow them around. i read more prefrontal problems causing this. especially about executiv functioning and cognitve rigidity. nothing saying that how diagnoses are made, or even if diagnoses exist. no treatments or anything.
i went and saw my doctor on thursday, he is now skeptical of any of the tests i ask for. he did blood work, but i dont think lyme disease was listed as anything to check for. i can't get myself to say anything at all.
i need to know what to check for, where to do this, and how to do this. do any of those dr. amen SPECT or EEG clinics do any good workfor anyone like me?
and candida, i dont know where to start in ottawa.
you have no idea how hard writing this message is. please help/
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