Posted by Maxime on October 16, 2005, at 23:14:27
Apathy. Numbness. Worthless. These are some of the factors that have kept me confined to my bed. I have no energy, yet I can't sleep. I just stare at the walls. I can't read or watch TV. I just look at the walls and the ceiling. I keep hoping I will feel something. I will cut sometimes to make sure I am real and still here. I am not crying anymore. I force myself out of bed to check my emails since it is some form of contact with the outside world. But even that exhausts me. So I retreat to my bed. Wish I had a laptop.
Has anyone else had this kind of depression? What got you out of it?
Sloth.
Maxime
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